June summer , love forever

Still

2008-10-09T16:40:00.003+08:00

Finally , yesterday is the end of every stupid thing . Ha ! Fking finally . Omg .

Post examinations activity is not too bad for me . Enjoyed myself . Haha .

What did we do ? :

After examinations , i so feel like crying . Finally is over . So unreal ! Then i walk to Rebecca and tell her i feel so crazy . Gawd .

After exam , Jordan went to basketball . Then Reb girl they all going out so when i was about to go home to sleep . Like finally i can . Sally called me at the canteen and we had our talk and lunch while waiting for ahem . LOL

Then Jordan they all came back to find Wh . Found him then they went to play soccer . Tagged along .

Jordan damn style man . First 5 minutes only then fall . Haha . So after awhile , while they 're still playing . Went to see a sinseh w Jordan .

HAHAHA . Omg , this is the funniest visit to sinseh ever man . HAHAHA . I laugh when i think about it during my nap . HAHAHAHA .

That sinseh keep giving Jordan the pervertic face , as if wanna rape him like that . According to his blog . HAHAHA . Then he apply medicine for Jordan keep asking Jordan ,

" 不要紧张 , 不痛的 "

HAHAHAHA . Then I am also in the room . Then I am like : " Okayyyy , omggg ? HAHA "

Then after that , Jordan is like shyt lah , still need go back on Saturday . Go w me leh . HAHAHAHA . So funny man . Omg , Jordan facing the pervert sinseh . Lolllll .

Then went back to the soccer place . They play play play , so funny . Eugene keep trying to hit Wenxi . Lol ! Then keep missing then he say wenxi is invulnerable . LOL . 'cause among them , there is so many casualties . Hahaha . So funny man they all .

After that went to mac , Jordan have a headache due to idk what / he dk what too then he kinda rested there . W the idea of going to town -_-

In the end , went back home . He didnt go town . Decided to go movie at 7 pm .

Took a nap . Went there .

See them play arcade , the childish but very fun throw ball game . LOL ! Then blar blar and went to the movie . Stupid bryan actually say treat de lor . Liar . LOL .

Watch house bunny , it's very nice . But it just add up to the collections of movie Jordan used to tease me .

After that went home straight , should have stayed back . Haha . Jordan told me that they went to play childish game . Hahaha , he played ddr . Omgggg . LOLL .

On the way home , called reb girl . I put her house phone name in my phone book as seashell home , then when she call me , i always have to think wth is calling me ? LOL !

Talked . OH YA . Called her because that bimbo thought that i was emoing because i didnt reply her sms when i watching movie . Lolll .

Bimbo 's jail term finally over :D Then talked to her till like 12 am then called her .

The convo b/n me , her and Jordan is always so funny . Had a great laugh till 12.40 am then i headed to bed when Reb girl is still watching her all time fav , center parting channel 8 drama . HAHAHA . Not all time fav actually . LOL

Had fun :D

good morning .

2008-10-08T01:42:00.002+08:00

Hmm .. by right . Today is already wednesday . Bout 7 more hours then 'm off th misery . Physics paper 1 . On phone w Reb girl for 4 hours . We 're like so not in th exam mood already . My physics is like crap . Tomorrow going to school early to do some " catching up "

So fast , wednesday already. I suddenly think that exam very fun . Sit there 2 hours , do nothing everyday . I like heck everything one . Then like that , after school , crap much . Not bad lah .

But so many things are changing . What happened ?

Anyway , back to today . Amaths is a Hahahaha . I don't care . I just randomly do the questions , sure at least 40 marks fly ! Woo . No one can break man . Choon hui ask me a good Q after exam , LOL : " How many Q you do ? " HAHA

Then Chemistry paper 1 is quite diff . Not too bad though .

After exam , Jordan went off first . Then i mix around w rebecca , Rachael , Jolyn . Then went off w Jol & Rach the group . Damn tired , walk damn fast to go home .

I am so bored so i went to sleep . Wake up and saw Jordan 's two hour ago sms . Sorry . Wantedt o go mac , in the end went to his house to slack . He keep wanting me to find things to do . Lol . Watched TV , see him dota , drink ict , then went to buy things .

After that then headed home .

I wonder what is life after exam . Haha . Though i seem to be leading that for 1 year . Lol .

Actions speak louder than words . So loud , it's hurting me .

Sorry is just a hollow word ?

2008-10-05T21:20:00.002+08:00

" That's when I love you "

I am really hoping for wednesday to come by . Then I can really rest my heart down , then i can really scream my lungs out , then i can really cry my heart out , then really laugh my ass out , then i can really tell you , how much i love you .

I am so wishing friday to come . Then i can tell you how much i love you , i miss you . Omg . You musn't forget k , Jol ?

I want to tell so many people that i actually miss them alot . I am like so want to talk to Shirley . I said I 'll give her live concert .

I so want to meet Minrui then give her the card i made myself for her birthday . I miss her so much . Friends for 11 years . Gawd . Love her to the maxxxx .

Then i so want to call Janene one day to prank her .
Then i so want to call Reb girl to tell her how much i miss her .

I also want to quit tuition , then tell my tuition teacher how great he is . He is the best i had ever met , he is almost the one who give me directions .

Then i so want to carry out all my plans i have in mind .

One day , I am going to walk around the whole Singapore .
( Also w Rachael & Jol , Dont forget k ? )

One day , I 'll bring my godmum to restaurant for dimsum .
One day , I am going out w $10 then i tell you what you can do when you only have that sum of money .
One day , I 'll pack all my amaths book and give it to some other people .
One day , I am going to Dad alone .
One day , I 'll draw something magnificent .
One day , I am going to frame up , make something w my pictures .
One day , I am going to the bookshop and buy 6 books for my darlings . I 'll keep that as a dairy then i give it to them on their birthday . I will tell them thank you for everything .
One day , I am going to try walking to you then I 'll ask you , how are you ?
One day , I 'll fufil what i want . I 'll bring someone and 've a photoshoot .

Christmas , I 'll write all a thank you letter .

I 've everything in my mind . Don't pop my bubbles .

Failed

2008-10-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

Haha . Just now sms Reb . Tell her someone help her revenge on me . Now there is someone acting like a bully on me . Haha . Then she say is predator and prey . LOL !

Today quite fun ah . Go study w Jordans .

Oh the way there , Janene pranked me . So funny . Then we talk talk talk for 'bout near 1 hr . Let's do that more after exam Janene ! You can do well for your emaths and phy de ! :D

Then Jordan and me is like , he just keep picking on me . Then i keep , " you where not happy , today sort it out " . Then we keep laughing . Then he just keep calling loser and say i loserfied everything . Lol . Asshole .

Jort came , HAHA . He so poor thing . Always come liao then we say no mood do liao . HAHA . He is like so influenced by us . Hahaha .

Then they go arcade . See the pro(s) play .

Oh ya . Today at mac and arcade . See mushy couple . So disgusting sia . Then got a siao kia take fake gucci . No shame sia . Lame shyt leh . I don't really like arcade , all the gangsters . Siao siao .

Anyway , after arcade then trained home . Hate my mum to th maxxx . I don't think in my life , i 'll ever like her at all sia .

See my convo . Know what is privacy anot ? Fk .

I miss talking to Bryan sia . Its like only he is the one who is full of nonsense , then you can tell him every shyt .

And he is very encouraging -.-

I forget what i wanted to blog . Nevermind then . Lol .

moving at the speed of light into eternity

2008-10-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

My day :

School
Almost free period for the whole day . Amaths lesson is dreadful . Gawd .

Plan
School , Mac , Home , Sleep / Eat / Bath , Tuition : Physics , Sleep , Physics , Sleep

Now
School , Jordan 's house , Home , Sleep / Eat / Bath , No tuition , Sleep , Computer , Physics in five min time to 1 am in the morning

Tomorrow 'll be disastrous . I scared i cannot pass my physics . I had catched up so much and everything . it'll be so disheartening if i ever fail . I hope i could pass .

Emaths is maybe a moderate pass . Hope so . My stupid shuqun paper , anyhow also pass . Maybe can (?) Weekend must work hard !

I am so looking forward to the lunch w Grandma . Miss her like omg .

And i also look forward to 8 Oct . Coolest to th maxxxx . Omg . Sec 3 life come to that end . Gawd . Though results are bad but still ;

Oh , so many things already . Next Friday , i 'll never forget . Day w Jolyn . She die also must stick w me . Ha . Then Sat , Suntec . Must packed packed packed . Yeah .

The news where the sucide in batok . The mernel girl . I feel so sad for her . She shouldn't have done it . How foolish of her . So sad .

Omg . Money . Haha .

2008-10-01T22:10:00.005+08:00

"I am sorry but i am not talking 'bout you ."

OKAY ! Today is kinda random . Haha . Was supposed to meet at 12 pm then in the end i wake up at 'bout 11 + so we kinda pushed to 1.30 pm then someone late till 2 pm . HAHA . I never say anything .

I don't know what 's wrong w Jordan but he recently keep picking on me . And my revenge ain't working this afternoon lah . Lol .

Okay . At mac . He do his work while i somehow look at the book . Yes . Look . Only . LOL !

Jort came and join us then i completely not even looking at the book liao . HAHA .
He quite a entertainment lah . Hahaha .

Oh , later we went around iie lurbbiiex euu , smsing people . So funny . Hahaha .

Skip . Then we go arcade play . They play . not involve in the lianic stuff . LOL . ( Super sterotyping ) Then i dare them , two guy go in neoprint machine . Give them $10 . LOL !

They say that is the last place they 'll go . HAHA .

After that . Mother fetch . Home . Dinner . Then back .

I am tired after a long day . Want to go sleep man .

Sometimes I feel like the city is sucking away at my soul.

2008-09-30T22:10:00.003+08:00

" Nobody takes a picture of something they want to forget. "

Previous post is sucha joke . Ha . Went to Jordan 's house & he seem to find great pleasure in sabo-ing me in front of his mum . I don't know why but somehow . Omg . And i shouldnt dare him the movie thing . It's so embarrassing . Gawd .

Thanks Jordan . LOL

Life 've been great and busyzxzxzxzxzx . Super kind . Always memorizing whatever crap in the midnight but no matter what , sleep at 1 am . I don't care my work kind . Gosh . So slack .

My amaths . Thank you gerry for what you said . Love you gazillion lotsxzsxzs ! Haha .

Then my chemistry . 20 marks fly . 4 grade . xoxo . Whatever .

Rebecca ( fill in your nicknames ) , Nevermind lah . Don't be sad . I know you did your best . Don't care what other people and don't let them pull you down . Don't compare yourself w other people , that's their brain not ours :D That's what you teach me . Cheer up ! ( 'll be reading to her this later . HAHA )

Endlish is okay . Social studies whatever . History whatever . Chinese is okay . Not bad lah .

Physics . Cannot fail . Pass . Pass . C will do . Omg . It makes wonder . CCCC !

Ha . Amaths . Lol . Big joke .

7 more papers i think . Then i am free . Omg .

4e3'09 without Amaths then life would be great . 'm loving it . Lol .

Sometimes i feel outta your life from the start . Like you don't need me at all . Then i feel so sad inside . There is a little sadness within me because of you , but you probably forget 'bout me ? I still love you so much .

2008-09-28T18:23:00.003+08:00

hi .
this is jordan here .
elsie want me to post for her .
yeah , so bye .
im eating tau huey as im typing . ( elsie ask me type one )
shes beside me .
7 lines ! :D

chicken bone

2008-09-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

Okay . Whatever . Lol .

Okay . Let's see , today being out of the world to make me feel better plan is a total failure . I didnt feel better , instead i feel worse . Cause facing the four walls and a television make me regain all my magic powers . I predict and foresee everything . I know i sound as a crap to you but nevermind . So now , i am very very very afraid of the prediction coming true . Hope it won't , i won't want to see it .

Bear with me . I know you are thinking 'm mad w the predictions . But nevermind .

But 'm feeling better now because i don't know why . And yes , Jordan guessed it . I procrastinate till the last minute then now i dont feel like doing . HAHA . Whatever .

Okay . I am getting serious mood swing . Shyt .

I think reading my blog is like reading a szb like seriously siao posting . Like w crazy hair and everything . OH YAH ! HAHAHAHA . You know i cut my fringe today . Its just a shorter layer of my original version . In the end , i 'll still pin up . Okay . Then before that , i ask my mum to stop then i want to see myself in straight fringe like seriously straight . I look so funny sia . HAHAHAHA . So i have like got 5 min in my life w that fringe . Hahahahaha . So funny .

Anyway ..

I am really bored now . Like super duper ultra . Reb head is not picking up my calls . Gosh . Then who is to talk to me ! Ahh . Wonder what is she doing o.o Jordan is not replying my msn . Busy man . ( According to wei hong . Hahahaha )

Okay . Whatever .

Boring .

innocent

2008-09-27T08:59:00.004+08:00

I know i very sad . I know very clearly that i feel like crying till the world end , till you rot , till everything comes to an end . But somehow , no tears come .

I know i very angry . I feel like cursing , shouting but something tell me " You don't want to do that and won't want to do that "

I feel like calling . But i don't want to , they are probably studying for exam . They are busy and I don't know whether i want them to talk anot . I am seriously don't don't don't want to talk . I just want to hear another part of the world which i think it's much more happier .

I know I very scare , very very very scare . But i don't seem to be so . As free as a bird to everybody . I tell people if they want to see the rainbow , they have to endure with the rain first Rather say i tell them , it's better to say 'm trying to do some self - consoling .

All the mixed feelings . Mixed up make me like so .. numb / empty (?)

I need someone to sms me every time they remember . Ask me not to drift away . I am like every exam paper also drift . Drift to something i worry about . Drift to another region . Like diffusion . Jordan 'll ask me don't drift even 'm not . Yes , i need that . Or else as exam goes by . I 'll go bonkers .

I very tired in clearing my emotions up . And i also very tired to face everything 'm facing . I want to cry / yell / laugh / curse / go all mad . I can't , i really can't .

Just this once . I want to out of the world . I dont want to face it anymore . Out . Then no one can locate me , then no one can remind me .

valid excuse

2008-09-26T15:21:00.004+08:00

Okay . Omg . Chinese paper down . I am so scare . What of i fail like how i did in mye ? Ahhh . Hope not though . Praying hard .

Amaths . Okay , whatever .

Nowadays , i keep sleeping in the afternoon . Then in the night can stay up to 2 then go to school one . And i know this saturday . I sure is want to stay up to 6 am again one . 'cause night very quiet . So cool . Jort at most till 3 am . Maybe not even there lor . Hahaha . maybe he is not even there O:

Okay . WHatever .

Rachael : Have you gone missing all of a sudden ? Can you like call / sms whatever when you see this ? I only get to see you in class . Very scary .

Jayme : :D I love you k ? Touched right ? HAHA . But spare those smooch k ? Hahaha . CHeery up :B

Bryan : You siao so ? -.- Go read your dictionary lah . HAHAHA .

Jolyn : T.T Not i don't miss you can ? Is you mia till i must get used to it or else i 'll paranoid . Wa , i make you jealous . So honoured sia . HAHA . Thanks for relinking . ( Omg ! That sound so funny , relinking . LOL )

Gerry : To me is gazillion lah . HAHA . Soon it 'll be over .

Jordan : Yeah . Go jordan go ! Maybe you would prefer flying . HAHA

Still think replying tag at post is lame but oh well ~
I seriously think it's very disgusting but i very lazy to type sia .

Okay . Random .

copy question

2008-09-26T00:31:00.002+08:00

I just finished updating Jordan 's blog . Yeah manzxzxz . I said i want to long ago liao . Lol .

Currently on the phone w seashell . She is having problems w her bao zhang bao dao . Hahaha . I writting qing jing . God bless that i don't li ti . Then i can score betterzxzxxz man . See her memorise format till like that , so scary man .

Lucky , i don't do lame things like this .

Ha . Lazy reply tag . Hehe . HAHAHHA .

Next time people :D Buaiixz peep0x !

What more ?

2008-09-25T14:30:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA . 2 papers down . Gazillion down to go . Hahaha . Whatever .

Social studies and Eng paper is okay though i know i might flunk it . HAHA . Nevermind . I studied . All i can do , all there liao .

Hmm .. Chinese ! I want to get A1 so badly . That 's like the only subject i 'll get A can ? Omg . I don't want to fail mid year like how i did . Horrendous . Later go tuition do chinese .

Go tuition do unrelated stuff very fun sia . HAHA .

Teacher asked me 'bout my decision yesterday . ( Tuition ) Most probably a yes now . All i had done .

Tomorrow Amaths remedial then she 'll pick on me again . Maybe i could just flunk it ? Maybe . Who cares ?

I miss you Tai tai .

No one left

2008-09-24T22:02:00.003+08:00

A blog not a tool .

Told Rebecca 'bout it before . It feels so shyt .

I prefer people to say what they want . I prefer people to do what reflect their thinkings . I prefer people to touch their hearts before they say anything . I prefer people to not hide their feelings .

Sometimes , you don't even know you 've hated the person . All along , you thought it would be okay but it turns out that it's not . Go and have a think , deep down , you blame / hate / angry / mad the person isn't it ?

Don't hide those feelings .

I am not a self denial person . I prefer to cry for the truth than to be hidden from the truth .

The truth is not scary , you hiding from it is scary .

Don't hide from it anymore , lets face it . It hurts but i rather do so .

I think i most probably dropping amaths . Wait till the request come then i 'll make a decision .

Amaths lesson just sucks . Partial F pass so ?

Tomorrow ss . Shyt ass . Finished chapter 2 . I hate sri lanka . Managing healthcare 'll be okay (?)

After that is chinese remedial , i think . Gawd . Hope it isn't .

After eoy .. what 'll be happening ?

i 'll take away your pain

2008-09-23T23:33:00.006+08:00

I like talking to my tuition teacher . He make me feel secured . He make me really think deep 'bout what i want .

Yes, tomorrow stand outside again . Whatever .

She already put a label on me . Maybe just lve with it . No big deal .

People keep putting label on me . Big big one that it covered me . I do my way , they paste theirs . I understand that they had their reason for each label .

But sometimes they are just too lame . Sometimes it annoyed me and hurt me .

Do you know ?

Puting label and see them on it is not too good . Take it off . Its for your own good .

It's now or never

2008-09-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

I hope ..

Either now i faint , and get into a coma . Then i forget everything . And everyone . Then i make friends w all my dearest again . So i won't have to scare this , scare that now .

Or

Someone give me a pill or something and 'll motivate me to study . Yesterday , i sit in front of my study table . Then i just can't sit down and do a freaking work . I don't know what kind of study method i can use .

I dont mind ..

Someone come kidnapped me now . Then i 'll be lost . Then after like 10 years , i 'll be back and act as a miracle . Then other people 'll come interview me then i 've got money .

Kidnapper cannot beat me up but i don't mind you don't feed me and scold me vulgaraties but don't ask money from family . They 're poor .

Maybe ..

I go learn how to bake /cook / whatever a skill now . Then next time i go sell . Find someone who do marketing first . Then they promote my thing . Then share the profit . Jordan sponsor .

Sometimes ..

I wish that there is a room . W 1 table . 2 iced lemon tea . 2 chairs . Someone just sit there looking at me . I may cry / laugh / whine / yell / scold / nag / emo / smile but there is someone just there for me . I don't mind being there forever . I don't know who i want , maybe Mr Saint / Jordan / Rachael / Rebecca / 'Gine .

And ..

Mr Saint is stupid lah . Its all a joke .

-___- ""

As time pass ..

I realise it 's getting harder and harder to cope with everything . Emotionally and academically . I am very tired w all the shyt that is happening . I want to do well for amaths but i can't . I scare this , i scare that . Then always no matter what . My mind 'll just drift away .

I drift very very very very very very far . Then Jordan 'll pull me w the standard , " Don't drift away ~ " HAHA .

Just everything is out of control . Crazy .

Somehow ..

I didn't cry like shyt . But heartbroken is even worse than crying can ? I feel like crying but it don't seem to be able to .

Imagining ..

Later after tuition . I hope i can see my mum somewhere waiting for me . Or Jordan , i don't know why . Rachael / Jolyn : I miss you alot . Maybe Regine . All i said dreaming . Like small kid , want people to fetch . Childish .

I shall ..

Prepare myself then off for tuition .

Bad news . Shyt my com .

2008-09-22T20:32:00.001+08:00

I think I don't plan to come online already man . Dumb ass .
My msn sucks like some shyt . Anything call / sms me .

I am 24/7 . Yeah . Maybe not that great , but at least till 1 am . Then can take it up to 3 am .
Okay , actually is hinting to people that I am bored without msn . HAHA

I cannot talk to Jordan , Reb ( Anyway she cant on too ) , Rachael whateverzxzxz .

Sad . This is gonna go so bored .

Better go bath before my mum go crazy .

I am waiting for your calls ! HAHAHAHA . Crazy .

cause i knw you love me dearly

2008-09-22T18:48:00.004+08:00

Sad . Just finish looking poly courses . Now i don't know what i want . So many and so lousy . The course lousy then i also lousy .

Whether to drop amaths anot ? I was so determined then until i want to go talk to Mr Tan then i realised i dare not . I scare next time grow up , i regret why i didn't take amaths ? Why did i drop amaths . I don't want . Then Mr Tan make me even stressed .

I know i cannot do amaths . That's why i want to drop . People never seen me trying it till i want to cry . That's why they say i didn't do enough . Not too fake but not too true . I know i didnt try hard enough because after trying , i had enough .

From the start i know psychology is i say say only . Somemore people L1R4 , 9 . Dream on lah . Child psychology is 11 ? Forget already . 4 As 1 B . Siao siao . Fashion designing is just think think only . Ownself draw those embarrassing drawing just play play nia . Young don't know , anyhow labelled as ambition . Be more realistic . I can't do anything .

See , I won't do mass com . Neither 'll i go chinese studies or drama . Like that already 3 courses down . Maths & Science is so boring . I tried looking at the accounting . I go crazy already . Finance and all the crap . Dont know gazillion courses down . And nothing interest me . Maybe i go learn how to bake cake / learn to cook . From some cooking school or my mama . Start off with delivery and special orders . HAHA . That sound cool . Lol .

Then after 3 years when you all got a diploma . I treat you all eat cake . HAHA . Then if ever gerry happy then come bake with me . Hahahaha . Big dream .

Be realistic . Its either i study my ass off . And be like a nerd 8-D , joinng those cliques at e4 & e5 . Study my ass off , pass my amaths get As for all subject or I just take it as it goes . Fail liao then go sell cake . HAHAHA .

Be a nerd , dont sound good . Sell cake sound good ( someone please pop my bubbles )

Have a business of myself . I don't have smart brain like tuition teacher an take a risk . I fail means i fail liao . Sell cake , maybe sell 8 days magazine . At least i know every month i 've got $2 from Reb . HAHA .

I don't want to take sucha big risk . Neither will i want to slog my guts out to earn a office of my own . I won't want to be begging on the streets . Though Jordan already said , after 30 go find him . HAHA . He is rich by the time . Hahahha . But then , till the end ( no reb girl in front ) the fact is that my life is going to be a failure .

I have no talent , no passion , no brain , no looks , no stamina .

But i know there is something inside me that is taking too long to unleash . I dont know what but then i am getting impatient . I don't to sit at home facing my mum when i am in the 30 's . Let her scold me . Maybe i should go for plastic surgery then i can just go be a Tai Tai like what Reb had aim . Haha , dumb .

Then i know Mr Saint aka my husband is at somewhere . Waiting for me . I hope he love me alot and rich . Then i don't have to think of money . He earn i spend . Then i can stay at home take care of people 's children .

HAHA . People 's children sound so cool . I am not brave to have a kid . Sacrifice so much for 'em . Grow up then kick me aside . Maybe is i brought up them into the way they become ( my fault ) But then .. Lets not take the risk of taking the didnt-brought-up-your-child-well blame . My saint will understand .

Omg . I have no courage too .

My brother is a signed on whatever he is , whatever rank i don't care . Then another brother is stay at home watch stocks grow . happy buy to earn money . Not too bad but not very good . Got money spend . No money sleep 's feeling . The my cousins go overseas study ( Aust ) , then another one psychology , doing well . Another one , born artisit . Photography , Drawing ( Conventional or abstract ) , designing , what the fk is that called ? Er .. digital designing kind . Whatever shyt . Then her studies is also omg x 99994345646545446 .

So like that lah ? LOL

They say I am too stressed . Maybe . Life have too many time made for regrets . I don't want to be a victim . Then maybe things had pulled me very down . Friends ' hands are coming towards me . But I don't seem to be able to accept it . I am so dumb .

I don't know what is wrong with me . Can't even handle my dim future . Maybe Mr Saint 'll come w a candle next time .

I just think if ever there is a Mr Saint . He 'll treat me very very very very good then i don't have to worry bout anything . So weird . Lame feeling . Which guy is like go good , please ?

OKAY . KINDA INSULTING . HAHAH !

What a demoralising period .

Okay . Rewind .

School is cool today . HAHA . Stand outside the class during amaths . So cool . Stand behind the class more xia suay man . Did it yet still kana punished . Lame .

Then nowadays , Chemistry very boring and confusing ! Tomorrow test on ionic bonding sia . Scare i fail . Later then go flip through or else put in effort then fail again . Kill myself ah !

-__- "

Ms toh just keep rushing chapters . Boring .

After school , got amaths test . My paper is like as good as blank paper lor . Lame .

Went to mac w Jordan , Wh , Regine & Elaina .
They so disgusting lah . HAHAH ! Regine , you should actually stop doing your obscene stuff . Lol . I didnt expect you to tell a guy man . Lol ! Elaina is as naive . Hahahaha .

Had a great time laughing then went off w Jordan & Wh . Atmospheric pressure close to zero . Hahahaha . Don't know how you come up with this term . Hahaha . Turning into Physics and History freak .

OH YAH ! History lesson very fun . Hahahahha . Maybe we keep irritating Rebecca . HAHA . Rebecca is like keep giving us the stupid long face then i and Jordan did back to her . Hahahaha . Then She comb her fringe then I and Jordan also copy . HAHAH . Then rebecca is like =.=

Hahahaha . Dumbelle , you butch-head . HAHA .

AND YOU STOP YOUR EXPIRED SUGAR OVERDOSE . ITS VERY DISGUSTING YOU KNOW ?! CRAZY ONE LEH YOU !

Okay , cooled down .

Regine , don't so fierce . You this afternoon very scary leh . Don't spam my tagboard also k ? :D

Rebecca sucks . HAHAHHAH

" Promise me , you 'll always be clear minded . Promise me , k ? "

Jawie

2008-09-21T11:49:00.001+08:00

Okay . I am back from the so called missing in action . I opened my blog .

Thinking alot recently , weird .

1) I want to drop amaths . No matter what , i don't have any other subject that can be worse . Its already the worst so i think to me there is only advantages . And , i won't do courses like engineering , business & accounting kind . So it 's okay .

2) I know what i want already .

Then , Regine .
I love love love love love love you . HAHA . I bet you 'll say 'm disgusting or something . Or say you don't love me .

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But nevermind , thank you for accompanying me till 4 am . Very very long lehzxzxzx . Thank you .

Okay . Don't know when that swimming rebby would see this .
Thank you Rebhead . Love you too :B

Jort ( Shut up , i know you love your new name )
I also don't know when 'll you see this but thank you x 49386416471409928039 .
Yeah , only so much . HAHA . Thank you for everything .

Rachael Tai tai . HAHA . I just think your name very funny at that moment . Okay . Thank you and I love you tooooooo .

ANYWAY ,

Yesterday , slept at 6 am . Very cool sia . Talk w Rebhead till 1 am plus . ( Wo shou gou le ! HAHAHA ) Cause she is going to swim . HAHA . Stupid reason . Lol ! Then call Regine and we talkzxzxzxzxxz for 3 hours . So long . Then i wanted to go to sleep . But the weather is so freaking hot . Went to my godmum room . Sit there and enjoy aircon . HAHA . Sound like pervert . Then she realise i am there , then we chatted till 6 am . Then i go to sleep .

Bloody hell in the morning , my sister go shout " Wake up ~ " in the most irritating manner . Omgzxzxz ! Bth her . Then 'm like " SHUT UP LAH " But then i can't get to sleep already .

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Approx 4 -5 hours of sleep . Omg ? I have eyebags now lah .
Big one .

Nevermind . SK2 make wonder . HAHA .